she is jaw dropping

jaw drop



gorgeouS




TO NAS

i didnt think about it,

sucking bricks...WAKEUP@@@ !!!!!!!!!!

WTH= What the Hell....


use it,
may do you some good.


where are the cigarettes in this drawing?

why hasnt he killed himself yet?

"my jacket would have zippers all over in it, shoes with too many buttons."

-noah...hahahhaa my former and psychedelic teacher.
now until i have,
then change back


dont come near me



real time
,
comma
love justus

god god god 3-4 times

your feet are cold as stone...so are you though..really
cigarette?



and there she goes













"where moss and rust don't corrupt"- Not God

my own private idaho

floating under your own expectations. i haven't seen me the way i really am in a long time...or before this happened. I dont see the help in anything that pulls me away from what is believed to be reality, so im just ranting.......and finding a spot in line, to stand in the back, misuse commas, then spell correct it. things are still.





th!nGs@restill

its invisible

i used to wish
i could be heard
now i dont think
i can see

i used to
promise my word
now i dont even
believe it

so when you
ask your god
you better
be careful
what you want
cause he's got it

and its coming for you

my baby don care

"I think I'm gonna be sad,
I think it's today, yeah.
The girl that's driving me mad
Is going away.

She's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
But she don't care.

She said that living with me
Was bringing her down yeah.
She would never be free
When I was around.

She's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
But she don't care.

I don't know why she's ridin' so high,
She ought to think twice,
She ought to do right by me.
Before she gets to saying goodbye,
She ought to think twice,
She ought to do right by me.

I think I'm gonna be sad,
I think it's today yeah.
The girl that's driving me mad
Is going away, yeah.

She's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
But she don't care.

I don't know why she's ridin' so high,
She ought to think twice,
She ought to do right by me.
Before she gets to saying goodbye,
She ought to think twice,
She ought to do right by me
.
She heard that living with me,
Was bringing her down, yeah.
She would never be free
When I was around.

Ah, she's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
She's got a ticket to ride,
But she don't care.

My baby don't care, my baby don't care.
My baby don't care, my baby don't care.
My baby don't care."

fountain

last night sucked, i'm still here to see the christmas through. maybe i should just give you your gift and get the hell out...makes it seem like thats what you want. it wouldnt hurt. all that hurts is everyday here, same old bull shit. we do nothing healthy and then get angry when it doesnt work, wonder why we cough so much, wonder how one can continue to cope with such a longterm relationship that has been drown in bottles since day 1. how am i to go about this, where is my fucking life coach? things are cold

snowy

its that time of the year.
i put on the same music and drown myself indoors, i deal with it the exact same as always- with less supervision. my taste is gone again, the nights are long and thin. i cant feel anything but cold and drunk. and thats how i want it.

i wait untill you get home so we can sail away in a bottled ship and go nowhere, but back where we started and it hurts to breath and we fight like kids about stupid shitl.
this post is stupid fucking material
worst post ever

"youll walk on water as soon as you drown"

but i believe that lovers should be chained together

winters here, drinks arent as strong anymore and go down too easy. sleep seems too long, and the tv is constantly blasting a new sitcom from hbo or showtime. fuck other networks. winter came so fast, wheres fall? what am i still doing here? i stay up late scaring myself with computer games, bethoven records and a big bottle of purple ....ha, the purple bottle