Im going to ODDSAC!

yes! i am going to the sundance showing of animal collectives video album on sunday. im so excited. I guess there are perks to living in utah evey once in a while.

the thoughts

the thoughts that come into my head about america and obesity...sitting here on our inherited leather couch thinking about the meaningless...no one will hear this and nobody will stop eating if they do. look people its an addiction that you need to confront if the least. im no saint...at all

im no saint
just ...godamn america get a grip on yourself stop denying yourself like your parents did and the parents before their parents.


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i used to have a fake id and i came home to my mothers too drunk, took off my pants and it shoots out of my pocket *me not knowing i went to sleep...next morning my mom comes in to wake me up and its right in front of her...burn on me for being so irresponsible...in multiple ways

wind

wind blows softer now i rembemer how to use my mouth
the air huffs and puffs,but cant blow down my house
if im okay and your okay
nobody can rub us the wrong way
clear air again clean breathing hopefully here to stay

the moon

this feeling is swelling up inside me
it feels as if im stretching
but not getting any wider, just thinner.
it feels like my lungs are wrapped like a ham
my feet are frozen to my hands
sleeps just another thing to do
to get away, like star wars kotr
or the guitar
i wish these things would entertain me forever,
i wish i didnt even have to be entertained
is there anything still living inside me
my spirit i mean... it feels numb or on vacation
i dont think its on vacation
im sooo tired of being awake

uhhm

"i'ts wrong youre going down hill, you'll never be happy"
-chars mom