Saturday, December 29, 2012
Monday, December 24, 2012
Best Songs of All Time
I need this list so i can fall back on it when i'm too cloudy in my head to even find these songs
Elton John-- Rocket Man
Bonnie Tyler-Total Eclipse of the heart
Fleetwood Mac- Dreams
Fleetwood Mac- Landlside
Paul and Linda Mcartney- Long haired Lady
Carpenters-Its going to take some time this time
Simon & Garfunkel- Cecelia
Joy Division-No Love Lost
Joy Division- Sister Ray
Joy Division- Shes control again
David Bowie- oh you pretty things
Lou Reed- Perfect Day
Lou Reed-Walk on the wild side
Nine Inch Nails-closer
Velvet Underground- Heroin
The Smiths- Please, Please, Please , Let me get what i want
The Zombies- Time Of the Seasons
Tears for Fears- Women in Chains
Elliot Smith- King Crossing
The Good Life- Inmates
Dntel-Breakfast in Bed
Beach House-Used to Be
Beck-Nothing I haven't Seen
Yeah Yeah Yeah's-Modern Romance
Thursday, December 13, 2012
The ability to hold a job drips off my physical persona as I shut my eyes slippijg into sweet deep beauty sleep. I wake up in a panic forgetting who I am or what's important in my life my vision is boardered my my swollen hungover face puffed up from forgetting how to breathe or holding cigarette smoke in my lungs. I go to Jew road
I want to go to a bar and sit in.the corner.shying away from people I like to see a real man slam his arm down on the table and order a drink. I want to rethink thinking I don't want to open the trap and become less drunk than I cane here to get. Im not like others when it comes to rhythm I d9ont feel it safely I don't drop the hat at the same time as everyone else this even kills the ultimate mood
Fasgion
I hate the world of fashion all I want is a couple bucks to eat with but I'm not getting it I'm fucking sick of being pressured into just doing whatever u.need I.need some time to I'm going through a pretty rough time right now full of stress. Why can't I just be happy with a fucking job
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
phate
Monday, December 3, 2012
Saturday, December 1, 2012
X$TR33T
finally have room to move my thoughts from one side of the room to the other. finallly have time to take steps without having to cram . finally getting a cycle where things feel god. i'm in a dream or a reality or whatever it is i'm it. new york city has saved me from suicide. it may drive some to dig into their wrists and mope. but for me its like a video game you start out small and then build upon what you have. i spent two fucking years in a cardboard apartment that smelt like a pet store. this is a huge upgrade. the neighboorhood seems dangereous,but i like that. i thought i wanted to live closer to williamsburg, but fuck that i want to be inspired here. its going to be perfect. this is the best winter of my life. i'm so in love witha beautiful girla nd no matter how many girls flaunt themselves at me they are automatically brushed off because all i can see is her. i love her