Saturday, September 28, 2013
culture vulture
Yes i'm talking about that culture whore that feels the need to suck the blood out of pop culture and shit it out it nasty scrawny white girl diarrhea. Twerking is for girls with curves, not scrawny disney stars gone wannabe ghetto. Was she even alive when michael jordan played? I guess it doesn't matter, she has probably gained respect for him through tumbler posts and youtube videos. Jesus I was even so young when space jam came out.
Why do people exploit things? Obviously she is doing whatever it takes to remain relevant and shocking in the media. I used to "respect" juicy j , if that is even the right word. Whiz whatever the fuck has always sucked. After seeing the beginning of the 23 video I don't get why he is working with her. He has the same blood as her I suppose, wants to be rich and famous and will do whatever it takes. I couldn't watch more that 30 seconds of the 23 video. the second her tongue came out I closed the window so fast. That bitch seriously disgusts me on another level, not just sexually. Thicken up if you want to twerk. Why is a skinny, assless, chicken leg bitch the new spokes person for ass shaking?
I'm sad every time I see someone wearing a jordan jersey I will think of miley sticking her wormy slut tongue out. I used to see jordan jersey and be like oh cool thats a real dude. I'm just glad child stars usually turn out horribly fucked up and can see that she is starting pretty early into adulthood.
She is not a sexually independent woman, she is a wannabe hood rat that hasn't seen anything in her life but the disney channel producers worm dick that strangely resembles her tongue, they would say to hannah Montana "If you want another season, let me see your tongue on my uncircumcised cock again, two peas in a pod.".
I would laugh if she died. I think she should have her tongue circumcised.
Friday, September 27, 2013
elevator
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Am I the red flag giver?
I'm not as perfect as I thought what the fuck is wrong why do I do this? Am I afraid at the mentioning of a permanent thing? But I am sure that's what I want l. I know I don't want anything else the question is can I be to her what she needs,can I trust myself enough to be what I want? I want to give her what she gives to me, I'm not sure what that is cause I know another person can't make you happy. I just know she's who I'm supposed to be with. I want to set an example of success I want to give her money and be everything she needs. This long distance thing is just a ducky thing Tp have to go through with the person you love. What am I doing wrong? Am I wrong? I think I'm just human I'm not perfect. What I really need is sleep. Relax and get my cavity filled tomorrow I wish the dentist would put me to sleep for it I hate having a numb mouth.
Roxy just got home from vacation
Well, she's back finally from her trip to Ecuador. She got home and started playing these songs on her keyboard she said a wise sage had taught her along with a large group of Ecuadorian naked boys. She was in heaven and is sad to be back. But I'm glad
(remix by ** DJ TRXLL b/\ckw/\rds sn/\pb/\ck*** FEATURING___ TR/\PH0USE///CR/\CK///D/\D AND yung MOM,,,,
.....also FEATURING "that special time of the month with Th!ky/WANNAB/CL0GGED ".........and special lack of breasts HAnnimbal MADatmyDAD aint buy me Danimals montanna
i don't want decaf gimme venti tall latte
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
a hole in another world
followed my family on vacation to bermuda what a shit stein. I just wanted to be at home curling my hair and feeling my friend lori up, playing with her nipples normal teenager shit. now i'm stuck in this hotel that looks like a rundown version of a high class old folks home. my bitch ass dad made me eat the shitty jimmy buffet used cassette for dinner, I TOLD HIM I WANTED BRUNCH. on our way back I noticed the window was open to my bedroom part of the hotel i saw a sad shadow. I said
"dont hide"
"he rustled a bit" and knew he had been caught
"hey creeper, I see you. what the fuck are you doing in my room"
he came over with some stupid sob story about how he had a bad life blah blah blah. i didnt like this bitch ass kid burglar. but of course my parents offer him to stay.
he turned out to be a pretty nice guy untill he bound gagged and tortured us for the rest of the vacation, he forced my fathers bank information out of him. after he stole everything we had with us. then dissapeared into the nice warm day outside.
when my family arrived home the house was trashed, everything stolen, from my dads precious vintage gun collection to my moms pressure cooker. my laptop and xbox were gone too,
my parents are so stupid.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Deaf
The feelings at that age are so confused as I look back it still makes my pussy wet the humiliation the taste of his salt mixed with my tears. It was my first sexual experience. My parents believed him over me and thought I was just fishing for attention. That's when it started.
I was 23 years old, and working at a front desk for a local university something many other deaf people don't do. I am disgusted and confused with myself everyday. I wanted to take myself to the outer darkness that I learned about in the LDS church. I wanted to end my half life. I began making claims I was suicidal for the attention. I ended up checking myself into a treatment center and they treated me badly. I had been cutting myself for years to feel the pain but my bishop helped me stop. But I still had a distorted itch between my legs. I believe in the morals my religion has taught me,that's why I hate what I do to myself.
I stopped cutting myself to feel and posted an ad on craigslist for a sado-masochist partner to put me in my place to force their slimy members into me, to hurt me and make me feel pain. I got a few responses ended up meeting this "man" who called himself the only. I met the only at his house after an email picture exchange. He was a gross fat slob, unemployed with a stringy broken mustache and one eye was never looking at you. He had me come in and tied my hands with zip ties, I watched him quit his world of warcraft game and open a rape porn video. The first time it was mostly just spanking and he made me eat the cockroach shit off his floor a he came in my eyes and made me snort the rest off his dick, it burnt my nose and tasted rancid. the yellow clumps were hard to get up my nose, but i made them fit.
The next week I felt horrible about what I had done but felt the need to go back. This time was much more brutal and to the point as he answered the door in a leather gimp suit. he greeted my by bending me over shoving a mason jar up me and then proceeded to fuck my ass until It was bleeding like that time of the month. It hurt so good finally I was getting the punishment I needed but not from myself. I could barely sit down for the next week and shit clumps of blood and even found a paperclip straightened out in one of the clumps. I told him it was a little too much for me and he said follow the code,you're mine now, I own you until I decide to dismiss you.
His house smelt like sulfur and pickled eggs. It was as filthy as him, but a little less disgusting. He began filming me as he ripped my tampon out taping it over my mouth screaming at me to squeeze his balls and to put my pink blouse on him. He had me call him a pretty little girl. I puked out my nose because my mouth was taped off. he ripped my hearing aids out like he had the tampon and shoved them up my asshole. He said if it wasn't still up there when I came back I would pay. All week I didn't hear and accidentally shit them out a few times and had to shove the hearing aids back in on my own.
The next visit he pulled them out of my ass and was satisfied I had kept them in all week. he would call me a worthless handicapped bitch. He showed me the hearing aids soaked in my own bile and shit before he stuck them back into my ears. He never showered himself and you could tell by his ringworm and rashes he now passed on to to me. He suffocated me with his dick as deep as it could go with a close pin on my nose so I couldn't breath. I passed out and woke up with my limbs spread tied against the bed posts ,ductape across my eyes and I could feel something big inside my ass. When he saw i had woken up he kicked me in the face and put his athletes foot in my mouth making me suck his toes as he ate dominoes hot wings dipping them in the gaping hole I could feel my butt had turned into. It burned and he would eat them after, making me eat the ones with shit on them.
I was going too far into this. he was such a fucker he didn't deserve to have a sex slave deaf or otherwise. He wasn't even getting me off anymore like he had with the vacuum on my third visit to the dungeon . I began feeling very guilty and decided to confess to my bishop. I didn't tell him all of the details but he understood and instantly judged me. He said I needed to pay my tithing more and that I need yo stay away from him if I wanted to get into the celestial kingdom. I told a coworker the truth and how I love to hate this. She told my boss and they wanted me to go to another treatment center or take a leave for personal reasons, that bitch I should have never told her. She ruined everything.
That is where I am now I'm 26 now and getting mind fucked in this asylum I can't escape. sometimes the night staff will gang bang me and that's the highlight of my month. I like the black guy because his cock almost feels like the mason jar in my ass. I dream of death, I know I've lost myself completely. I break up the days by writing sex stories and I've become obsessed and banned from the computers for watching porn. It's all I have to make me feel its what I want if I can't have death the meds make me feel crazier. I just gave myself an enema with a bottle of drano ..... I found on kitchen duty,I'm starting to get sleepy. Godnight. lhkjgufhsrfgh