Welcome 08

i want new shoes

so the new year rolled around, and like everyone else i made a list of false promises to myself. i mean i feel better this year, it might be some astrological year that plays in my favor aye? i better check on that.
im so fucking sick of my dad. i want march 27th to get here, tomorrow. i cant wait to be out of utah, i hope all my court bullshit is taken care of by then. by the 29th ill be in some outskirt of LA town in a small apartment or condo with the only one thing i have left to bet all ive got on. 
for the update on quitting smoking, i havent bought a pack! yeah ! ...i just bum them from my grandma now....its a step though right?....right?

i have kind of a crazy idea for an....art project. i use art for lack of a more descriptive word. 
i plan on cutting all the weirdass boring everyday tasks ive filmed and then making music, and a small youtube doc. about my life. 
its a start atleast. i have to get to know the ins and outs of mixing down music with movies. 
i was watching some television show this morning and they had a little fat kid and his parents and were interviewing him about being fat. it was so fucking cruel. 
then on the same show they interview Donald Trump, and showed a video someone sent in saying how they werent going to watch the apprentice celebrity. and he called her unattractive, donald-rat on his fucking head-trump called someone unattractive? coffee nearly squirted out my nose in a choke of laughter. 

well i have to go have a schmoke