lonesome

everything goes up and down, one day everything is floating along okay.
with no time to think.
instead my mind sinks deep into nostalgia.
do true friends exist, or only exit?
where are all the people?
p.s. I'M SOO HAPPY
its so hard to be away from home, from what i know I really wish i could comfort myself, but this time seems like a job for someone else. i wonder if things will ever change, do we go on with these sad days alone forever? i used to feel