are you serious? ive been drunk for years and that doesnt mean anything other than you are a weak person...dont use that to excuse your fallacies ... really you said what you mean and thats all i want. you dont need to play these games your used to so much. you exs probably loved hearing you whine...but as for me SHUT THE FUCK UP and talk about soumething already...i dont give a fuck if its important or not just say it ill hear it and we can go from there. i miss the sleep the cuddling ...waking up in the same position ...the smell of your hair...not the shampoo in it but the smell of your twisted dead skin. i loved it and miss it... i cant forget ...faggit or faggot which one am i ? i need to be ....
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Sunday, June 20, 2010
i would NOT recommend you read this post...honestly..dont
uhh really im postin ghtis?
thanks. i like you and i'd settle down if i was sure thats what you wanted. youre in some rush but i dont know why??? i know you say you need it but i disagree...jesus i cat believe im saying this...
but our kids...
our kids
would be dreams...
our kids will be you and me....(bad INGLISH)
gorgeous
"they cant experience me at all ....which is not me...just like your child is not you...its a big mistake with a lot of family's is a lot of parents identify with the kids so much they want the kid to become what they wanted to be. which becomes an extension of their own ego or their own personality and if the kid becomes something different they feel like their being dissed or something"
ramen
sometimes i get hungry and get halfway through cooking something, preheating the oven, boiling water, etc etc. then i just have a sudden loss of appetite ),:
Saturday, June 19, 2010
arizona
everything here is so much nicer. at first i felt a little out of place but now after bonding with my roomies and getting the hang of the neighboorhood i feel at home. Its been really hot and i sweat more than everyone else. hopefully it will stop. I went to fucking walmart and got bedding and curtains. money goes quick. but i guess thats true everywhere. i do however miss being next to you. its ok though ill hopefully find someone to pass time. hopefully a bunch of people. if i was a sheep id have to be quick on my feet. but im a muthafuckin lion.
Friday, June 18, 2010
the facebook
so i have had a facebook for a while but havent really used it. now that im alone in arizona i understand why people love this so much. i was stubborn forever and didnt understand the obsession but now i see. i love reading stupid shit about people i dont really care about but know who they are. i really really do.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4JpZWaXFc48
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
the one
really this is it
greenday rockband...are you kidding me? fucking disgusting. dookie?......no
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fuck verizon wireless...never had it never will. fuck finishing last right when youre at the finish line and trip.
its almost like someone can hear
if i put my mouth closer and have more thumbs down than up...then will i know?
i wish she talked to me on the phone this long
so im here in arizona... my first real day. so far i have longboarded around and am starting to get the feel of my new neighborhood. when i first arrived at nighttime i had no idea how i felt...it was a bit surreal and overwhelming. but now the second night is here and everything is going really smooth. i have a couple cool housemates and a few decent ones. i cant eat as much as them but o well. im so glad to finally be on my own turf, im just still marking it. i bought healthy at the grocery store and am kind of exhausted from all the long long long board rides. i havent felt like myself in a while so this is nice to have some alone time. i used to prefer being alone...after the past year and a half of having someone with me constantly i realize how introverted ive become. its not me. im a nice talkative guy and i need to learn to start showing it again.
even if its hard
