alien predator

these techniques have grown old and boring.  I won't let them age with me.  No longer dangle strings and hide my hammer.   I dont know how to feel right now other than I want to kill the evil in me.  I want to be what I know was once there again.  I feel my heart clenched so tightly it will never love.  just clench.  my heart will just clench beautiful things and suck the life out of them.   holding them there while they kick bite and scream.  hurting the prisoner and the prison.  I don['t even know if I care about her at all.  I'm just lying to myself.   I feel my chest flying as i exhale the truth.  I
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