the moon

this feeling is swelling up inside me
it feels as if im stretching
but not getting any wider, just thinner.
it feels like my lungs are wrapped like a ham
my feet are frozen to my hands
sleeps just another thing to do
to get away, like star wars kotr
or the guitar
i wish these things would entertain me forever,
i wish i didnt even have to be entertained
is there anything still living inside me
my spirit i mean... it feels numb or on vacation
i dont think its on vacation
im sooo tired of being awake