What sucks in this world is when you realize the future is death and nothing truly matters fuck tv, fuck your tattoos fuck your face if anyone even wants to do that, with me that's the case .it also sucks when you are the only one to see this and you want to end your life but out of stupid human empathy you can't because you will hurt the people that beleive they love you . It's selfish to kill yourself and to love somene god is dead and so are we . Fuck fame too . How do I get around this situation? I'm not gonna kill the people who love me just so I can do myself in. The only thing I want in life just hurts me so what's the fucking point when your dick is dry and your heart is numb or dead. It only beats at the sight of a female fucking the fall of mankind holding all control. I now chose to give up control I am going to spread this hate but I don't know how yet. The planning starts now. I will begins by not showing anyone any of my emotions appearing to be a sociopath to the outside I will not show a single sad emotion my body is now a wall that will hold everything out. Love is an excuse to be happy when all there is is constant pain. I can't remember he last time I enjoyed anything but sticking my finger inside her ass. I like sex and cigarettes but I don't enjoy cigarettes. I enjoy some music but I'm told it tucks with your head. What do you do when all your heros commuted suicide or we're completely insane everyone is insane. I need to get out of amerca or out this planet. This angry is hard to melt and downy stop no after how deep it goes. I don't know where it started and it seems to have no end. I guess all life is born to die and I should be ready all the time, what does that do to my nerves? What am I hiding from myself? Who can help me but me if I don't know. I'm drowning but continuously, never dying just not breathing . My brain is dead cause in fucked were all fucked so why be happy it isn't a state of being it happens when you cum. Which isn't love it's a drug too. The only thing I enjoy in life is a form of a drug. Love is a drug and so are pets, phones; books , computers, dreams, music, movies, the earth is a giant drug that we're too afraid to burn through. I truly wish the app polyphase wold come right now I want this world to melt and the sun to disappear to all things. I'm gonna.
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