love is reality right?

i think its going to be a long long time. what is love? such a strange cycle of emotion. this question has been being asked since the invention of the word. or the feeling before the words. im stumped as to where to find a recipe guaranteeing that you'll fall in love. its all based upon the people involved and people are the most inconsistent beings on earth. will we evolve enough to understand love and since its technically the future, where is our love potion and understanding of each other? i keep my mind open so i dont block out any inspiration. lately i've been gazing into myself and seeing what no one else does, but i feel they can. i feel naked for no reason. i need to get over these strange uncontrollable anxiety fits related to social acceptance. the more you try and control something the more control you will lose. your shaky thoughts will spread to you hands and the heat inside will turn red. i'm not lonely by any means just so concerned with my lack of basic knowledge of a 'simple' definition of love.