Running around 'cause you beat yourself up

school is awesome i got 100% on my first test. i love where im at in life right now. things seem to be opening up and the clouds are starting to clear on my misunderstanding of being an adult. its almost as if i havent been alive all my years as a teen and now im thrown into an adult world where im expected to be responsible for my actions...and i am. im finally starting to understand that basic concept of life. you get what you put into it. and if you float around all day doing nothing TIME STANDS STILL. when you have things to do you dont have nearly enough time....its so strange. stare at a clock and it will take 60 seconds for a minute to go by, have a conversation and one minute seems to pass in about 10 seconds.