i don't know what happened when i lost control last night it was a great day and i didn't have to do that. i was basically talked into being selfish from spaceghost purrp it was such a dumb idea. i had 1 ambien and decided it would be a good idea when i ran into roberto to buy some kedamine and nosrt the hole thing in my room while my mom was right upstairs, how disrespectful and stupid i think she found me when i was sad and sitting up passed out this morning but i have no idea what the hell happened and now it is really akward in here. i am not sure how i will handle this. i hope she isn't going to hate me so much. fucking seriously. i need to get on some anti depressants.
No comments:
Post a Comment