I never could understand or get along in the way they wanted me to. Cushioned by generations of parents living up the block they will judge everything and everyone. Everything is funny for some reason they can make fun of the sickest things. I am not the most positive person but sitting around cracking stupid jokes hoping another person will laugh is a bad way to waste your time. They mock art because they are afraid to understand it. This is art in itself. I show them things they don’t understand, they lash out to make it make sense in their sheltered brains. Stuck here for the appeal of living on their own. Roomates, glasses full of water downed beer. they hold you down to their level thinking they can make anything sink so they can step up on it. get the upper foot over your head to push you down. this is what separates me from them. urban based childhoods are stripped of the bullshit. under the cities lies the most corrupts people. on the the other side of the mountain where the tap water runs into britta water filters, check up phone calls to moms, chain restaurants and hatred for those who get laid. you think you can beat everything. your world is so far away from mine. i never understood being so negative in jokes. unexposed and overrated hollister wearing car driving hand me down arcade fire cd’s. they pirate everything, they watch the late night shows and laugh. I have seen all the videos they show on youtube. this is why i have never been able to be close to anyone. i’m not gay but i can’t bro out like the others can.
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