hit the fan

right now i need to decide if i leave my dog to die alone with my mohrter, which is a terribe death. or i can go back for 2 years untill she is gone.  what i',m going to do is an alternatiave, its make dog love last forever through my life i'm going to save roxy by having a good enough place to house her.  i;m ging to afford that place by walk/training dogs. that will my my life long love for dogs last forever. i wish i would have been more stable to take roxy with me and take care of the both of us, but i could only do one.